Back to work after all that MCs.
Feeling extremely tired and nose still blocked.
But at last had some time to catch up on my work
and finished making a book for tomorrow's TEACCH coregroup meeting.
Going to try out the book on my ET child tomorrow morning to see how it works out.

Met up with snow, dave, kev and babes on sunday for tea.
The food was so-so but company was great.
Its nice to catch up with friends and share gossips.
Thanks for tea! *smiles*

I would like to have Amelie's and Spirited away vcd.
Love the soundtrack and whimsical-ness (?) of Amelie.
Am a sucker for fairytales.

Bandit was rather good.
The final heist was brilliant.

Last night i expounded a whole warped theory about attractiveness, intrinsic and extraneous variables on decision making for relationships on a darwinian plane and something about standard measurements.

I thought i was on to something.
Pity, i've forgotten much of what was said after i took my medication and fell asleep.

A friend asked if i am ever worried that i might just fucked up my life.

Oh ya. Constantly.
I tried, consciously and unconsciouly, to remain a safe little human statistic amidst this whirlpool
just so i may minimize, to put it simply, "fucking up my life".
But there are days when some anti-establishment little demon will turn around and ask
"Just what the heck are you afraid of?"
Well, sir, i am afraid i will screw up my life, my future, my possibility of having security, disappointing my parents and all that the rest of society aspired for me.
Caught between preserving my what little balance i have found and throwing myself to free-fall in body and mind,
i think i will just hang here a while and enjoy the tension of indecision.

Alegria was mavellous.
My jaws were strained cos' they spent most of the evening hanging down.

Thanks for the birthday present.
x

declog?
unclog?
like a drain? pipe?

Basically i wish for the same thing year after year on my birthday.
Not that it ever came true.
But still, i better not jinx it by revealing it to everyone else.
So here it goes again...

On a frivolous note, i do wish that my nose will declog soon.

Thanks to all that remembered...
*sniff* *sniff*

26 and counting.
Oh to be 20 again.

My nose is still extremely congested.
So two more days of MC which means the total work day i had this week is: 1.
Its crazy to be sick for so long.
It also means i will miss the CNY lunch for staff tomorrow.
And the internal/external transfer meeting which is always interesting.
But by hook or by crook i am dragging myself to watch alegria tomorrow.
Even if i have to go there wearing a paperbag with two cut out holes for eyes.

Man! That's some cool submarine that Captain Nemo have.

I wonder if its the new year... but it seems that i am falling ill quite frequently these days.

Doctor say that i have bronchitis.
He also mildly rebuked me for not seeing the doc during the weekend when my symptoms started.
Well, as if i can tell a difference between a take-two-panadol-flu and bronchitis.
Actually i still cant tell the difference. Perhaps its a more serious form of viral flu?
In any case, the medication to open up my windpipe makes my hand tremour slightly.
Maybe that's why i am making so many typo mistakes today.

Realization no. 36:

I really shouldn't eat rich chocolate cake when i am having a sore throat.

Having a sore throat and been running a fever on and off the last two nights.
Parents leaving in the morning.
Suddenly i wish at least mom would stay behind and take care of me for a while.
To quote my cousin: "Just pretend like it is london."
Duh.

Awfully Chocolate's Chocolate cake taste fabulous.
It is alot like Lana's Chocolate cake but with more of the chocolate fudging thing.
YUM.
Thanks kids. :D

I had a funny phone call today which made me laugh.
My nieces and nephews want to buy me a cake.
The only problem is that they don't know how to go since they are only 3yrs to 7yrs old.
Hence, i am suppose to go buy one for myself and collect money from them later.

Ah kids.

Realization no. 35:

Sometimes i am not sure i know how to be a friend.